I have mixed emotions: sadness, anger, pride, happiness, frustration. All relationships go through rocky terrain, if you make it through and to the top to see the view, that's what makes it worth it. It's interesting how we all want the same thing: a happily ever after. However, the portrait of a happy ending is painted so differently for each of us. Sometimes it's like going to an art auction, some paintings you understand and can see the artist's feeling/meaning behind it, other paintings it is like "what the fuck?". Many of us also tend to put road blocks of fear through the path of our happiness. Why would we do that? Why do we self sabotage? I know for me, it was because I didn't feel like I deserved happiness for some twisted but emotionally logical reason. Perhaps that is why everyone puts road blocks on their path. Fears of worthlessness, rejection, loss, pain etc. I have had to work hard to realize my fears, the patterns they produce and their st...