Today I keep feeling like I'm not good enough. Maybe I'll never be good enough. Moving into this new life has been a challenge. This whole last year of my life has been nothing but the Mind eraser roller coaster at Elitch Gardens. I'm exhausted. I feel like I'm finally at the part of the roller coaster where the loops aren't as big and now I'm just feeling the rattling and bumps of the upside down twists. The problem is, this roller coaster's end is not where it began. It's more scary when you don't know where you will end up. Some days I like being in the relationship I'm in, but I've been feeling like most days I'm not happy in it. He makes me feel stupid and that I'll never be good enough for him. I wonder if he just keeps me around to feel powerful. I'm sure he doesn't mind being the one that "knows everything" or is perfect at everything. He has no issues what so ever, I'm the one with all of the issues. I...